Not okay without you

I promise to carry your recall with me nonetheless you are not with me,

Urge to cry still end up smiling,

Want you to stay still end up letting go,

Begged for you still questioned back for how rich I am for others,

Carved for your touched still imprinted by others,

Searched for you still got misplaced with self,

Every Cause is spared for you yet every attempt is rare for me to do.