PRESQUE VU

I JUST NOW HAD A HEADACHE 

IT SHAKED MY SPINE AND NECK

THERE'S A BLANK PAPER BY MY SIDE

MEMORIES HOPING THAT I WILL TAKE A RIDE

BUT THERE'S ANOTHER SEAT TOO

NOONE WANTS TO BE WITH ME,

 IT SEEMS THAT I AM ALONE

TO WATCH THE BLOSSOMS GET BLOWN

THE ONE WHO SAID TO BE WITHG ME 

ARE I GUESS ALSO LEAVING

I JUST DON'T WANT TO EXIST BETWEEN THEM

PLEASE,GET ME OUT OF HERE BUT WHEN?

IT FEELS LIKE EVERYONE IS STABING ME WITH A KNIFE

I GUESS THE GUARD OF HEAVEN IS HERE TO TAKE AWAY MY LIFE

FROM THE AGE OF FIVE

I HAD TO STAY IN FOUR WALLS AND SURVIVE

LISTENING TO RADIO , THE ONLY ONE NOW WHERE I LISTEN TOPEOPLE

THAT'S HOW MY SOCIAL LIFE ENDED AND ANXIETY GOT DEEPER