Rant Of A Loser

It's better to venture out someday
Out from the fantasy world, which you disobey
And as you behave that you are superior
The world shows that you are a true failure

Breaking your every attempt to stand-up
Pushing back your every step on the stirrup
Although you believe you are present in the zone
Amidst innumerable "friends", you are truly alone

You finally see your true self in the mirror
A selfish pig, full of jealousy and error
And as you mess up every task you undertake
You finally realize your bluffs and mistake

Your soul breaks down, by pieces and bits
As your fragile ego takes enormous hits
And as you weep to sleep every night
You get used to it and give up your fight

You dread the morning and concealing the wound
And show your masked face to the people around
But faking happiness shouldn't be a tough chore
Because bluffing is rooted in your core

Yet somehow you struggle to cope up
And try to drink from the hemlock filled cup
And slip back into the shell you came out of
As you realize, your end begins thereof

That shell will become your reality
Where darkness and self-hate will be in parity
Gradually you will accept your fate
And make loneliness your best mate...