Run Away

Clueless, sober, colorless thoughts,

Exhausted from raining my eyes drought.

Unnecessary trying, tired of crying,

I am really sorry for always lying.

The doom of depression when did spread,

Every inch of my wrist was painted red.

Just in the greed of wanting more,

I lost all that I had even before.

Regretting the frowning and giving you doubt,

I wish I was smart, honest out and out.

I know sorry doesn’t heal the heart,

But you promised me a fresh start.

Now that you have gone I miss you a lot,

It pains to know I let our happiness rotten.

I let you go and I am the one grieving,

But yesterday you promised you aren’t leaving.

I would have cried just as much last night,

If I knew yesterday, I would have hugged you so tight.

Know you will be happy without a cheat,

I am sorry, but like before one last time can we meet.

I want you to know is I am ashamed of it,

As much as it hurts you, these demons will kill me every bit.

If I ever leave and run away,

Remind yourself I do love you every day.