Sins, Demons, anger and rage

I do sin, it is known to me,

I say lies, those are in my eyes,

The criminal intent, my thoughts 

All arise from my head,

Sins and lies are my memories.

Demons are anger and rage,

They're running free,

Escaped from the cage of conscience,

Darkness is within me,

I have ray of light,

To be back to the brightness.

Sins and lies are 

Giving Mental torture,

Destroys my brain,

Decaying my future,

Driving me insane,

I am losing the battle with reality.

I hope soon to find,

The way to be back,

My peace,

Seeing through the eyes

Of love and gladness.

For this, I need just to realize 

That there’s a bigger picture,

To discover my joy,

Hearing my conscience.