SMILE

Today, I smiled....

When was the last time I smiled like this, a real smile....

I recollect my memories and realised that,

I can't remember....

Looking back at my past now, there are only grim memories...

Where are those moments I treasured?

I can't remember....

I know they are somewhere deep down there in my brain,

Or my heart...

I want to find them but can't,

Because they are my most precious treasure,

saved for any other time....

It's not like,

I can't remember....

I don't want to remember.