So and So
So and So
The hair of my paintbrush paints your hair
Your hair that I can't brush before you sleep.
All I have are words, and it's okay
In these words I have you, and that's nice
For you I have no words, and that's a compliment.
(A complimentary curse would be a more appropriate term for this heavy human-ness)
I absolutely despise this at times,
But then I don't even seek absolution from it.
I will love you with what I have.
I will not miss you unconsciously.
I will think of you
If there's anything I take pride in,
It's my mind.
I know not how to operate my heart for better efficiency,
so I will love you with all I have and know how to use.
I will take you to my mind
and I will love you there
and I will love you with it.
(and I will leave you there)
I'm sorry if this is a love you don't understand.
I'm sorry, but this is all I know and understand.
This is a sentence against your name that I hold myself upto.
This is a death sentence against your name,
and it'll be me up on the stand watching my life flash by my eyes.
These are the colors of the artist's choice
He could paint a thousand more paintings with these same colors
You are not one poem for me; you aren't one piece of art.
You are the color I paint the town of my mind with