Still, I Love Myself!

There is so much more

And beyond

To know about; Why and How?

Some questions I ask to myself

Because I am trapped in this never-ending kelp

I want to grow

I want to glow

And to show every person

That I am so much more

Then just a hoe

I am not the one you think I am

Getting involved

Or getting evolved

I don’t know will these blames

Will take me to any flames?

Where I could burn

All those harsh words that are stubborn 

So stubborn that they ain’t leaving me alone

Not letting me sleep

By keep on buzzing the same damn horn

No matter how much I say

It doesn’t affect me

Well it does

Somewhere it hurts

I hated my body

I became someone dodgy 

I became antisocial

Cut off with everything social

I stayed low

Just because they called me a hoe

People think it’s a joke

That sure does bring me a shock 

But now? That’s it

I want to hit

All the high notes

Without thinking and giving any pause 

No matter if you judge me

I won’t be my past she

Your judgments don’t define me

And here’s an answer to every question

Yes! I love myself

Just the way I am