The Careless

I have been traumatized, abused, assaulted, and suicidal.

Everyone always called me a weakling that doesn't fight back.

I never have wanted to or thought about fighting back because

I could not find a good reason to do so.

Overtime I have learned to be careless, to toughen up,

and ignore what anybody says or does to me. I'm not the person I used to be.

You see, I was just a sweet child that was innocent, loving, and kind.

Then these monsters came in to my life and crushed me bit by bit till I could not stand back up.

The monsters were the ones who changed me, not me.

So don't blame me if I come across as a hostile, careless, narcissistic person.

I never wanted to be this kind of person

. I just wanted to be loved but I can't change my past,

so if you come across people like me,

we just want you to understand us.