Unacceptability

There is this question hovering in all our heads

So as to when shall we get to see a peaceful sunset

I am sure there's lot to be left apart and lot to be blessed 

But the time is passing so quickly that I am unable to interpret. 

I am currently at a stage of my life

All stressed and pissed which is pretty rife

I am stuck so as to whether I shall get to a college or not

asking myself the same question if not this then what? 

I have left apart a lot of memories

Chilling with friends and laughing out is all reverie

What I just see now are my friends enjoying their best

And I am still solving questions and lying in my nest

If I get into a college, a lot of people I shall be away with

This thought is so heartening that I can't accept it

I don't know how my life shall turn into in the coming up days

One thing I am sure about is that it shall be a tolerable phase

I don't so as to where I shall be settling

With whom am I going to be staying

I am really scared of meeting new people 

I don't know why this thought itself makes me go mad