Without a Dream

I didn't call you selfish

That would've been quite hypocrite

There was no instance

Where I knew what I wanted

I felt quite useless

I actually cared

About what I saw in the mirror

I felt quite worthless

Little by little

I had lost my ambition

And there seemed to be nothing left

Then, I heard the clouds gather

In a hot summer weather

And I let the sky 

Rain on that parade of mine

And it felt good for once

As I let oblivion engulf

The conscience

That I had never let 

Anyone touch

And it felt good for once

As being fine became

Just enough

But that just couldn't last

Who was I kidding?

Nothing is ever enough

I'll tell myself

I won't stay awake

For a stupid dream

I'll tell myself

I won't sleep

Cause I don't wanna dream

But how can I be anyone?

How can anyone be anything?

Without a dream