You Are The Gist Of My Life

The wounds you gave me, they still hurt,

but I choose not to cry now.

The hole you left in my heart causes pain,

but I choose not to feel it now.

The eyes you used to watch in, still cries

but I choose not to show it out now.

The lips which used to lock with yours, now dries,

but I choose not to share love now.

The messages we shared, I still read,

but I choose to destroy them all now.

The way you used to look at me, still flashes,

but I choose not to miss you now.

The first picture we took together, I still see,

but I choose to tear it now.

The track where we used to walk, I still remember,

but I choose to eschew walking out that way now.

The memories we built are still strong,

but I choose to fade it out now.

I choose to do all these things every day,

but every time, I fail when I try,

Because I know, one day, you will realize,

how much I care for you, how much I love you,

On that day, I will have you, again,

maybe that day will take a long to come,

But I had promised to give you myself,

each minute of my life is for you.

I’m gonna miss you, but I’ll wait for you,

because it’s still beating for you.