You Didn't, You Couldn't

And darling,

I loved you 

For the worst and 

You couldn't even for 

The rest 

Through the depths of sorrow

And for the high of spirits 

I hold onto your hand 

Fingers entwined, crosse with each fibre of our being 

Yet my baby, 

You didn't 

Or i guess you never did 

Love is complicated 

I had said 

It's just how we love 

You had replied 

But guess what my world,

This is how you loved me 

My soul broken

My heart shattered 

My bones shallow 

And my eyes hollow 

Is this what you believe love is 

So rigid 

And empty

And obscure 

And callous 

And the every other good thing in hell

Years and years went by since our fates got tangled and yet, your eyes never shined, fingers never held mine and your versus never caressed my wounds. And I let myself drown deeper and deeper into you and you didn't even try to reach my shore. For I have always love yours, but you never even soothed my soul.