365 days of 2❤️22

        It was not a usual new year for her. Usually Rachel won't take any resolutions for the new year. But she didn't sleep on the last day of the year. Something pushed her to wake up and made her to listen God's word in the digital platform. She watched the new year mass in her mobile phone. She felt relaxed and she went to bed to sleep. Three months back she had undergone a surgery that changed her life entirely. She was hospitalised for a week for observation and immediate surgery. She didn't expect that. She missed her toddler very badly on that time. 

    It was very unusual for her. Her day to day routine had no meaning. Darkness is spread all over her heart. She remembered all those beautiful memories she had in her childhood days and with her child before her operation. She was given anesthesia. She became unconscious. After three to four hours she was shifted for observation where she woke up and saw her husband standing near to her. She went unconscious again because of the anesthesia. After few hours she felt the pain after surgery. Then she raised her hand and called an attender to tell that she was having pain. Then they gave a pain killer dose through the vein as drips. For three days she didn't had anything other than the water in little amount that was prescribed. 

    She felt hungry in the next day. Then they started with the mild semi solid porridge after that they started with juice and solid foods. Back to normal it took nearly three months for her. So she started looking back at her life. Then she realised that she didn't live for herself. She just lived only for the sake of others that made her totally dependent. So she decided to distract her mind and focus on things that she like. She followed her passion by writing books, doing online courses. 

    Finally she was packed with work that she would love to do only for herself and not for others. She finds a way to be independent and she felt satisfied. She was very happy and she understood one thing live as you are anyway the world will like you. When she thinks it's over, God sends her bundle of miracles to happen. There comes a point in her life when she thinks that everyone should stand stop reading other people's books and start writing their own. She red so many books explored different things around her and finally she started writing her own experiences and she followed her dreams and passion on her own. Happy tears!!!