A Rice Date

Dear love,

I still remember those days when we used to be just friends. The way we used to treat each of us, the way we used to create moments around us, the way we used to keep each of us encouraging, the way we used to keep us crafting.

And in those moments came the most beautiful and life-changing moment of mine.

*THE RICE DATE MOMENT *

I know, I know reading out this is a bit weird, but what to say you too is weird love, #weirdo.

I still remember that day when while returning from the office you got frustrated and was very harsh over yourself for not performing well among your colleagues.

Although we had discussed that harsh day of yours and I had advised you not to think about it much. You were happy and all set to release the tension on your forehead. But just after the call at 8 pm.

The way you called me at 12 mid night just to tell that you are being now more and more frustrated now and deep downing into depression one day my job and this frustrating life will take me away from you all., listening to your these words made me crazy and helpless.

Without any second thought, I just ran towards you, my parents were in anger still I went to the next floor where you had your sweet home.

I knocked on the door, your mum opened it, I was panicking and worried to see you, but was surprised to check out that all you said was just a joke. You had some plans so you did that all.

You wrapped my eyes with your hanky, your mum was also smiling by side.

I was shocked that what was all going on.

But then you took me to your balcony where there was a surprise planned for me.

You had created a small date scene there.

Your balcony had yellow-colored lights covering the entire balcony and then the roof had a blanket bed with two pillows aside.

At the center of that bed had a study table where there was a surprise awaiting me.

You kept your hands at my shoulder and told me to sit down, I sat and then you held my hand in your and uttered most beautiful sentences.

* I MAY NOT BE THE LIGHT OF MY MOTIVATION AND SUCCESS BUT I CAN BE YOURS DEFINITELY, I KNOW YOU LOVES ME A LOT AND SO YOU HANDLES ME IN EVERY CHALLENGE AND SITUATION. I KNOW IM NOT GOOD BUT STILL, I DO HAVE A BEAUTIFUL PLACE OF YOUR'S IN MY LITTLE HEART. BUT NOW I WANT IT TO BE COMPLETELY OWNED BY YOU. I WANT YOU TO BE THE QUEEN OF THIS KING. AND BE THE WIFE OF THIS HUBBY.

I WANT YOU TO HOLD ME AND MY HAND IN EVERY DAY CHAOS AS OFF YOU DOES IT NOW.

I DONT KNOW OF IM ABLE TO CONVINCE YOU OR NOT BUT I WANT TO MARRY YOU.

SO WILL YOU?

And just then you unwrapped that gift and it turned out to be a kadhi rice bowl along with which had a ring.

Without a second thought said a yes as of for so long I was waiting for this day only. And it actually came today.

The level of my happiness was on cloud nine and I was in a different world that day.

From that day all was going on perfectly as expected until 18th July had arrived.

That day was the worst day of my life.. that day again you got depressed from your job work and life in that job. And in which you just forgot that you are driving a car too. Without thinking of anyone even your mum. You attempted suicide.

And before doing that too you had scheduled a message for all the members of your family so that we wouldn't get depressed and sad.

But I just wanna know the answer was your death the solution of anything?

You could have talked at least you could have shared. But instead, you attempted suicide.