Cursing The Self

Venkat has been cursing himself all through the day, for the sins he has committed to himself. Yes, he has committed faults that have cost him his life - his family.

Listening to all the blames and complaints his mother used to put on his wife, poor Kavitha, he used to insult and hurt her and her parents and siblings all the time and never did let her friends and colleagues stay in touch with her. So all her people war from him now, and due to the turbulence she has undergone with him, she has fallen sick but still had ensured to settle her children. Children - even his children had suffered due to his arrogance and cunning intelligence, and he never used to spend his pennies for them, but, since Destiny is ethical and awards the people with commitment and honesty, they've had good career lives and searched partners for themselves, who were understanding and cooperative, so that they can never seek help from their Venkat, under any circumstances.

His own relatives, who had lost trust in him, witnessing his nature towards his own family - wife, and kids, had kept him distant. His friends, with whom he had always had his hangouts and whom he had helped with his own money, ruining his family's needs, who had utilized his dishonest and uncommitted nature towards his family, now stopped turning to him once he has become all alone after Kavitha had passed away with the sickness she had suffered due to Venkat's nature, for the fear that they might have to return him his money which he always keeps one lending to them without asking for a note even,‌ or at least without knowing the reason for money's necessity.

Now, only himself and his mother are leftover, with no one serving them, which had made him feel the loss of Service and Loyalty, Love and Livelihoods, and finally, he also has got to know who is what - but it's already time up for him that the irreplaceable person has gone and the irreparable loss has happened to him. Even now, his mother started scratching saying, "this physically unfit and short span lifetime lady had unnecessarily entered their lives and now she's happily escaped from serving them". Venkat had understood that even now, after the death of a person also, how crooked and cruel her mother is behaving. But what can he do now??