Diary Of Souravish

: Dear diary,

13th September: - Today, after a long time, all the memories came together and turned into a moment. Saudamini set foot outside the house after about a year. Living within the four walls of a closed house, his soul seemed to be on the verge of collapse. The open-air outside washed away all the filth in his mind. Seeing the way he breathed, it seemed as if he was free today. Although the garden of his house was not very large, he continued to wander from one end of the garden to the other. Once towards the hyacinth tree in the home garden

He stared in amazement, then picked up a hyacinth lying on the ground with his hand and smelled it. The hyacinth tree has sprouted again after several years.

September 17: - Today Saudamini has appeared in her bag again. Several flowers have bloomed on the hyacinth tree. I, however, did not escape in this journey, I went after being caught in his eyes. I was staring at him for a long time from flying a kite on the roof. So maybe, this happened. "I don't know if he thought anything of it!"

 September 20: - I have been waiting for him since this morning, but I have not seen him. A faint setar melody is coming from her house, very beautiful and enchanting, so I listened intently. As soon as he closed his eyes, his charming, enchanted face came out. Concentrated heart just followed that tune.

September 24: - Today I was writing a poem, I wrote barely four lines.

“His beautiful face, his enchanted heart,

Moray is startled, fascination is born;

I can't quench my thirst, even if I ask for it,

Whose attractive vision, find it. ”

Suddenly I saw him again in the garden of hyacinths, I sat in the same way by the window.

September 25: - I have been anxious to see Saudamini since this morning. Tomorrow I have to go to Bombay for office work. I wrote a letter to him. It was written in it for me, that is, the feelings accumulated in 'Saurashish Ray' for him. I tied to rock and threw the letter through the window and threw it in Saudamini's ear. After a while, Saudamini came to the garden and saw the letter. She looked at me and smiled.

September 26: - I flew from Kolkata to Bombay this morning. I miss both Kolkata and Saudamini very much. For now, the diary page is stuck here.

October 10: - Today I am back in Kolkata again. I thought there would be a fight over the letter in the two houses, but no one knows anything about the letter. I was assured that the letter was kept safe and safe with Saudamini.

October 11: - Today, the fifth Saudamini hyacinth tree has a lot of flowers. Saudamini beckoned me down from her garden, I entered the house with a letter in my hand to go.

October 14: - To this day, I have not read the letter written by Saudamini, perhaps out of fear. At the sound of drums in the puja of the neighbourhood, Puspanjalita also looked at Saudamini and cut it off. Although I went to many pandals with friends at night, I also told them about Saudamini. They have always ridiculed me, but this time it was not the other way around. However, Saudamini looked beautiful this morning, at the moment of paying homage.

October 17: - Today, on Vijaya Dashami, a black cloud seems to have gathered in Saudamini's mind as she plays 'Mother'. Today, not only did she look beautiful, enchanted, beautiful, the tears in her eyes when she greeted her mother made me understand, her heart is as pure as a white paper, there is no dirt in that letter.

October 20: - Maya, Mohay, when I started telling her, I didn't understand. I read the letter today, it said,

"I want to be free from this bondage of Maya, don't tie me to the sun. I am probably very selfish.

-Iti Saudamini Mitra "

October 21: - I was present in Saudamini's garden today, it is also about us, that secret-unknown love. To me today everything is like clear transparent glass.

October 21: - I was present in Saudamini's garden today, it is also about us, that secret-unknown love. To me today everything is like clear transparent glass.

Saudamini said, "Why do you love me? Are you fascinated by my appearance, or by the lust for this house? ”

I said, "Nothing, I just want to be by your side forever, I don't want anything else!"

Saudamini said, "You can't be by my side forever, and I'm not by your side either." So get lost in the sun, you, and set me free. My brain is tangled with veins, sub-veins and arteries. I'm probably very limited. "

October 29: I have been living away from Saudamini for several days in a row. I am again in Bombay, working in an office. I heard at home that the bride was fine for me. "But is there no value in love in my life?" So I kept the diary page off here for a while.

February 2: - Back in Calcutta, I heard that Saudamini has been released. In the world of his dreams, he has left the bondage of Maya and floated away. My marriage has also been fixed with the daughter of my father's dear friend. Yesterday Saudamini's Shraddha was at that house, and on the 4th of March, I had a yellow day.

4th March: - Today the feeling of spring has appeared in the sky - in the air.

"The letters remained silent,

Moments are lost in the world of memories. ”

I lost the dream of Saudamini. Today I am present in his garden, standing and watching the new saplings grow from the seeds of the hyacinth in the garden. The hyacinths have all fallen. The embryos of hundreds of butterflies are stuck under the leaves of the hyacinth. The caterpillar is climbing on the branches of the tree, in the veins of the leaves. Two butterflies fluttered their wings and flew under the endless sky to become a hyacinth garden.

A melody is playing in my heart now, "As close as the sound of a distant melody, I find you lost and like you."

"From today, the memories of Saudamini will remain forever on the pages of my diary."