From Loneliness to Solitude

So This is my first journey from dark to light, where all my darkness sank into the light—a long memorable trip to find happiness. The source of finding happiness can be different, but we meet at some point in the end. So This is a circle where everybody meets everyone at a certain point.

So this is my story about how I find happiness.

So my journey starts from 23 Jan 2021 Kanpur to Ghaziabad via Gomti express. So This is my first journey all alone for the first time in my life. I'm in two states, right excited and alone.

I'm excited because I always wanted to live alone where is no one to question me. What am I doing? I can do whatever I wanted too, and it also comes with responsibilities. Every problem should be my responsibility, and I have to solve it on my own. Sometimes you will feel alone when you have nobody to talk to or share anything about your day except your parents and friends.

When you live alone, you meet different people and find about their culture, living. Everything feels good. You enjoy every moment of silence. At starring, you feel lost and confused about your goal, or you will question yourself it is the right decision or how will I find happiness when am I all alone. Can we find true happiness in solitude? But believe me, you will go through all this, and you will find your inner self.

If you genuinely want to try solitude. Start with a small distance like another city, rent a small apartment, try to do your chores, manage all your food, and make a short account of how much you will spend in a month. As you do some small task, you will feel happy, brave, and never lose hope, or I'm not going to make it. It feels empty when no one is around to keep doing, and it will become habitual one day. So come to my story, I rent a small apartment 1bhk. It's cost me around 5200, and if we add all things, it costs me around 7-8k in a month. I was happy and excited every day because every day Is a new challenge and new problems.

But now I can eat anything I want. No one is here to question me.

It's amusing when I started, I was not confident enough, but it went well clean and smooth after six months. I solved my problem and after I again back to work. Living my exciting life, but whenever I call my friends or family, they always said you grow up, men, and feel good.

So I want to try it, get out from loneliness, and live my life because every day counts.

The main difference between loneliness and solitude is that solitude is a choice. Still, loneliness comes when you're alone and have no one to talk to.

Loneliness is negative, and solitude is a positive thing.