Go Where Your Energy Is Reciprocated...

Without much pride, I have noticed that my positive vibes or my aura has always been spread amongst all the people I meet. My friends or acquaintances always wait for the next action taken by me. I have been followed by many for my lifestyle, for my sense of dressing or for my conduct. Many of my friends come and tell me that they have learned & tried to inherit it from me. Most of them appreciate & encourage me. While a few even though they imbibe their sense of dressing or behavior by my imitation are always trying to disagree the same or accept my presence. They are usually argumentative with their so-called opinions. Their negativity towards me really gets me disappointed for which, lately I have started to feel lonely...yes, I am aware that I have everything but still it makes me feel void.

Whatever I do for my loved ones, I know that I'm giving my cent per cent to them. Still, they doubt my love and care. Few avoid me, few criticize me and there are few who do not want to even acknowledge my presence in their life. I have understood lately that people only like to show you that they are fond of you, (due to any x, y, z reason) but the truth is I do not matter to them whole heartedly and I can easily be replaced in their lives.

I'm still in search of that one person; other than my mother, who truly loves me the way I am. By love, I mean who can even accept me to be a part of their lives not by simply saying it out, but truly meaning the same too. I want to go where my energy is reciprocated...