I'm Listening....

They say that when you have a healing aura you attract a lot of damaged people, What a blessing it is that people choose you to share their stories, their sorrows because they believe that you can help them. I feel blessed to be that person in the life of so many people. 

But, does anyone ever stop and wonder, what about that person? How is that person doing? No.

Apparently because people cannot imagine that the person who's always there for everyone, can also need someone to help them and to listen to them, but then this is how the world works, no one ever wants to listen, they just wait for their turn to talk.

I've been through that time as well when I could have helped someone and I didn't just because of my ego and ended up losing that person forever, that regret of not being able to save someone's life is so big that now everyday I try to make it better. piece by piece. But it's making me sick now.

Everyone wants something from me now, and honestly, I don't want to let them down, I'm just waiting for the day when someone will look at me and will say "Tell me, I'm listening".