If Someday

If someday we cross our paths

I would never look onto you

If you’ll notice my presence.

If you don’t, I won’t 

Be able to stop me

From gazing at you 

Like I always did, unnoticed.

Don’t try to come near me

Though I know you won’t

But if somehow you feel 

Pity for me again, who knows.

I would go breathless the second 

You would start approaching in my direction

And those painy phantoms 

Would seize my existence

I will not be able to hold my tears in daylight

I’ll breakdown of what I’m

Holding back for a long time.

This nothing face will show it all

All your cruel acts will start screening on my face

I would collapse down the ground

With your gifted guilt, I carry it around.

What you tell people 

And portrayed me as

I feel disgusted, so down all the f-time.

While you strengthened bonds 

With people, you bitched about me

I was finding it hard to even speak.

My body won’t stop shivering

All the wounds would open itself

And bleed and bleed

Until all the pain is painted red on the floor

After all, you’re the only ghost I fear of.

Of all the things I’m not sure of

One I am.

If I manage to give voice to my words

It’ll still be saying proudly

“I love you mi chico.”