Liv And Lovers? #1

(Part one)

May 21 2057

Hi, my name is Liv, I really love romance. But I don’t have a lover. Not since my ex-boyfriend slept with my friend while I was on travel. So ya, I’m pretty much a hopeless romantic, a line without a hook. So ya, and now I’ve fallen in love with my best friend, her name is Ashe. And she is the prettiest, kindest, most perfect person I could ever meet. I’m so glad she is my friend, but I wish we could be more, but she has a boyfriend, so I guess that will never happen. But if you saw them, you wouldn’t believe they were even a couple. My Ashe is a goth and is bisexual. She even told me that she wasn’t sure she was even a girl. She quotes on quote told me, “You know, I don’t think I’m entirely a girl in here.”. She pointed at her brain when she said it, and I got it. But Emile wouldn’t get it, Emile has always acted slightly homophobic and transphobic, and has even made fun of me with his sister for being goth! It’s really a problem. Because Ashe trusts me with a lot that she obviously has never told anyone else, she explained all her problems several times. And I’d love to step in and solve them all, be her shield, but it’s not my place. It’s supposed to be Emile’s job to protect her and tell her that he loves her, but instead, he just acts protective and makes things worse, then leaves her for dead and tells her to deal! But I haven’t said much, just give her the best advice I have and leave with what I wanted to say stuffed into my pocket. Why? Because Emile literally wants to kill me and says if I ever make a move he will… I don’t know, he’s said he would hurt me, I don’t know if he would try to off me or something, but ya. I would try to help and say something like “I love you, and you’re gonna do great, just speak your mind, and I’ll be here if you need help.”. But I quite literally would be dying for her, doesn’t sound too bad, to be honest. But I don’t wanna die by Emile’s hand. But one day my time comes…