Mysterious Envelope

That evening the blank white crisp envelope was lying in the letter box of my apartments kept me wondering who's the sender, zillion thoughts took place in my mind till I make myself free from the precipitated clothes and my laptop bag which was waterproof but wet enough to be dried, As I was drained of strength and energy I lied down on the couch the strike of 9 PM reminded me the envelope, I curiously approached the letter box and took it the favorite corner of my house; sitting in the balcony which opened to the beautiful hills of Shimla within those cozy winters where my frozen fingers took warmth of the cup of tea and opened the secret nameless envelope whence the title says

"Your Retrospective Student" 

"My dearest Nikita Ma'am, 

Little did I know I would be at the position of that shining star in a galaxy where the world would look at me as an inspiration, where my dress sense would become new swag for the next generation where I feel elated; but in the lows of my life and roller coaster ride of my love life; being a family man I still remember the lecture which has the imprints of thoughts in my mind reminiscing that old one lecture which is crisp clear that talked about mental health and to understand the difference between my temporary pleasures and my long term contentedness where  to embrace the nothingness and the silence which am engulfed with and where to show my opinionated bold personality. I still remember the time how grumpy, clumsy and introvert I was throughout my three years that is 10th and 12th grades where you chose to talk about how civilized and chivalrous person should look like. 

Now that I have that vibrant, magnificent fabricated life which is woven by my Parents, Mentors and Teachers but the most beautiful and ethereal thread in the criss cross fashion have been woven by YOU. 

My Dearest Ma'am

Thanking you 

Yours

Chivalrous, Introvert who has now become the boisterous soul"

At the age of 40 where I am embracing the sheer existence of nature, in the lap of nature, this solo trip at Shimla which was meant for mental detox indeed was playing good role but the paramount thing was that one tea and the mysterious envelope made my trip worth spending the time of month. 

Took me to that memory lane where while reading the time stretched long, rich and meaningful and evaporated with the blink of an eye. Being a teacher form 2013 till now makes me worth making my that inner space filled with the teacher of growing teens who are welcoming their adulthood.