No Happy Endings

They are no happy endings in this fairy tale for reality is cruel and twisted.

I know they will be times when I lose my mind just know that I'm sorry that it isn't me sometimes my rage blinds me too much to see.

I'm really so hard to understand maybe I am maybe I'm not sometimes I can't control my thoughts it's just my inner demons starting to speak when Into the dark I sink.

I'm damaged, I get triggered easily I have struggled with things I just can't put into words ill shut you out cuz everyone has left me cheated played me or left me for someone else.

My life is filled with selfishness my pain is all u see but I need you I need your love unconditionally accept me as I am through my ups and downs I need someone to share just hold my hand and let me cry.

say you care.

The voices in my head will never let me go I stare absently into the wall as they call I try to ignore them they tell me that there really angels I get caught in their lies. Hope becomes fear I struggle with depression anxiety and panic disorder constant battles with what's going on in my head.

Exhausted over thinking hate and doubt overwhelm with anger hallucinations that become a truth that I accept and believe.

They say that monsters dont exist but I see them from inside my brain am I insane reading my mind and inserting ideas inside my head these monsters are evilness wish them dead.