Pathfinder

Pathfinder E1

Everyday I wake up lazy struggling to go to college and start my day with a cup of Tea. But that day, the first thought in the morning is you. I started observing idiotic and weird changes in me. 1. Rushing to the college without fail. 2. Blushing while watching romantic movies. 3. Giggling for no reason when my friends ask me a question. 4. Talking to myself even though there is a noisy crowd around. 5. Listening to the slow songs. 6. Suddenly roses seemed to be the symbol of love which are just flowers earlier. 7. Curiosity to know the love stories of others. Many questions encircled. Is this really love???or is this a mental disorder?? Before I understand the reasons for these symptoms, movies encouraged me accepting that it is Love..

I started humming --- Idi kaada L O V E ----

Pathfinder E2

As the earth revolves, months turned into a year and friend turned out to be a best friend. I believe that best relationship starts off as a friendship and I am thankful to god for what all happening in my life. Till then, my days are filled with family, friends, TV and college. Suddenly a 4.3in electronic piece which just had snake became my world. Gradually the communication overloaded. I became nomophobic. Greeting in the morning as soon I opened my eyes, knowing about your favourites, describing every silly incident happened throughout the day, late night conversations and so on. 200 messages limit has become my enemy. Hatred for networking companies was doubled when the limit was reduced to 100. Do you feel the same?? Or am I the only idiot experiencing this?? Whatever it is, I thoroughly enjoyed that feeling. Finally an expected text from you stating that you need to say something important. I had butterfiles in my stomach. My heart beat was raised to 100ooo....Is he going to propose me?? I asked myself. Though it is exciting, there is always a thought that what if I am wrong?? What if the important thing is not about love? Is that about college ?or is that about chicken?(as both of us love it). Why don't you express first? I questioned myself. World says men are from mars(which means they are stubborn, pride, adventurous etc. ) so let him take the risk,my ego answered. Satisfied with the reply I went to bed at 12 am. I didn't sleep that day. I am pretty sure in my mind that you are going to say those 3 magical words.

Waiting for the next day...............

Pathfinder E3

Here comes the sun. With lots of hope for love,

I got up from the bed. I grabbed my phone but haven't received any message from you. Too many thoughts are running through my head. I have always been a daddy's girl. What if he don't agree to this? I couldn't go against my parents decisions but I also don't wana give up my love.

At the same time, your parents need to accept me. Does this happen? I am scared.

My phone vibrated and it's your message.

You : Shall I call u??

Me (Tensed) : No no. Message me.

You : Ok. I need to say something.

Me: Anything important??

You: I don't know how to start. I am nervous whether you accept it or not.

Understood that you are going to propose me. But I thought I need to explain you the consequences.

Me:This is not going to happen. We are from different cultures and communities. Let's be friends.

You: Friends??But I want you to be my better half.

Me: I can be you best half. But...

You: But...

Me: I am scared.

You : Are You scared of me?? Hahaha..

Me: Stop kidding. You are from a well settled family, the only child and we are from different paths. I think this is not going to happen.

You : You just think, but you are not sure. I 'll be right beside you and I am sure we can face this.

Me : Will our parents accept this? What shall we do if it goes other way? I can't give it a try because it's life. And strictly saying, this is not for timepass. Once we get into this we need to stick together till the end.

There is a long pause. No message from your end. Soon after I received a call from you.

Me: What happened? Why no reply?

You: Shhhh!! Just listen.

Me: Hmm

You: I am ready to face the consequences. Let's together convince our parents and I promise that I 'll always be by your side no matter what happens.

Take your own time and tell me your decision by tomorrow. I 'll be waiting for your call. Bye.

Did he say I Love U? If he expect my decision by tomorrow, then why did he ask me to take my own time? I am puzzled.

Now I need to take a big decision which shapes our future........

Pathfinder E4

I'm the kind of girl who believes in the magic of love.I would love to hold the hands of my man, dream of candle light dinners, go on adventures and give him lot of surprises. I love someone who accept my flaws, my passion, my madness and my past. It is believed that almighty writes our fate. The same phase in my life also. It would be the first step in my life which makes me more responsible. I don't even know when you became so important to me. I understood that no one could ever replace you. I have fallen for you. Sometimes you can't explain the reasons behind these feelings. It's just the way they take you to the place where no one else can. I am sure in my heart that god has given birth for us in this beautiful world in a view that we both are made for each other. Next day at 3.30 PM: I received your call. My heart was pounding very fast than the normal one. I can hear my heartbeat really loud. I am very nervous and started talking about some stupid matters. Me : Had your lunch? You : Long back. Me : What else? Any plans for weekend? You( Puzzled) : Nothing. Me : Ok. We are planning to go for a movie. Blah blah blah...... You : Are You ok?? Me : Ya. You : Hmm..What's you answer?? There is a pin drop silence. Finally I took a deep breathe and said, yes I love You. Then I heard a sweet voice coming from your phone into my heart saying that I love you Jaan....❤ These words are unforgatable in my life. My eyes are filled with happiness.

You are so lucky to have me..😋Just kidding.

I am so lucky to have you.

I have finally found the love of my life.

I will be yours forever......💏

Pathfinder E5

I have entered into an interesting chapter in my life. This is the best feeling I have ever

experienced. When you are in love, everything seems more beautiful. My days, my nights, my playlist, the climate, the moon and even me.

Now I need to reveal this to my 2 idiots. Behind my laughter, there are these two friends giving me crazy ideas. No matter how serious my life gets I still got them with whom I can be completely stupid with. We are 3 idiots(cutie, beauty, shortie) with same mental disorder. As long as I have them, I will never be sad.

That day we study experts gathered in cutie's home for combined studies. For us combined studies means 80% chit chat, 10% timetable preparation, 5% snacks and 5% reading. We have Mechanics exam on the next day and we need to cover huge syllabus. We divided the chapters among us and started our fight.

I am unable to concentrate. How would I start, I asked myself. They have noticed the change in me. They understood that I am here to say something, but I didn't speak out.

Cutie : There is something wrong with you. What happened?

Me : Why do you feel like that? Nothing happened.

Beauty: I agree with cutie. You are hiding something.

Me: 🤷‍♀

Both : We are observing the change in you from last 1 week. Let's break it now. We know you have something to say. Open up.

Me: Guys...Yes..I have something to say.

Both: What's that.

Me: What's your reaction if I have a boyfriend.

Both(shocked) : Boyfriend...🤤

Me: Yes. I am in love.

Beauty: Are You serious??

Cutie: I don't believe this.

Both: When did this happen and who is that idiot.

Me : You guys know him.

Both: (Shocked again)

Cutie: Oh my god. I can't wait.

Both: Who is he?

Without saying your name I wrote it on a piece of paper and passed it to them.

Both: He...

Me(Blushing) : Yes..

Beauty: When did this happen?

Me: 2days back he proposed. I accepted his proposal yesterday.

Cutie: Are you sure he is the right one?

Me: What do you think?

Both: It's you who need to understand.

Me: I am comfortable and happy with him.

Both: Cool..Finally shortie is in love..Hey come on party....

Me: Haha...Shut up guys..Don't shout.

Beauty: We will talk with him tomorrow.

Cutie: Yes we have to.

Me: Fine. Now let's get back to study.

My task is completed....

I am happy....😊

Pathfinder E6

We are mechanical engineers and we are proud to be. Everything of everyday has the contribution of a mechanical engineer. People here join with passion. They are more creative and love machines more than anything else. Due to scarcity of girls, we are treated with utmost respect and love. In fact we have more boyfriends that girlfriends. Our classroom is one of the best places in this world. We laugh, we share, we learn, we encourage, we fight, we apologize, we grow, we have fun and we are family. We all became best friends in less than a year. I have met the best people here who lift me up when I am sad and laugh with me whenever possible. I feel so lucky to have them. Finally our love secret has been leaked. We became famous. The first love couple in the class. Our friends accepted our love. They didn't judge our decision and I am happy. Being last benchers, we 3 idiots are least bothered about the lectures. We are always in our own world. Gaming, chatting, making fun of each and every one who enters the class, cracking jokes, writing assignments etc. Whatever I do, my eyes will always search for you. I always wanted to sit beside you but we are not supposed to do that. Time went by and here comes the 2nd semester exams. We somehow managed to write all the exams. Results were out and my grades got down(circle perigindi chaduvu dobindi😜).

We became seniors.

Pathfinder E7

My days and nights are completely filled with you. We wake up together, eat together, walk together, sleep together and even in my dreams we are together. I love the way you look into my eyes. I love the way you pull me close to you. I love the the way you hold my hand.I love the way you whisper in my ears. I love the way you kiss my forehead and I love you the most. You became my world and without you I would be lifeless. The walks along the beach, the talks in the theatre, the temples we visited, the long distance bike rides, the combined studies, the cat fights, the Kharagpur train journey, the long hugs, the unlimited texts, the sleepless conversations .........and so on always makes me fall in love with you again and again. I finally understood what true love meant. It is understanding the differences, accepting the flaws, giving freedom, respecting choices, encouraging their passion and showing unconditional love. Letters and surprises on birthdays, seminars and speech preparations, the assignments, reading important questions for exams, the final year project, on the stage of farewell party and in each and every moment we are together.

Happiness is when we are promoted to best couple from first couple....

I love you so much.....

Pathfinder E8

Now it's time to focus on our career development and future goals. One the MNC's visited our college. We all gave interivew at our best and eagerly waiting for the results. Being the first company, lots of hopes were created in everyone. HR started announcing the results in the auditorium and there is a lot of tension between us. Finally I got selected but you are rejected. That day became one of the worst days of my life. I would have felt very happy if the situation is reversed. Days passed and we are blessed with the openings from one of the automobile companies. Both of us successfully completed few rounds and for the last 2 we are asked to meet in Hyderabad. I still remember the words you said ,"Jaan, I don't wana miss this chance to blow. It is a good opportunity to get better life and we can stay together. Now let's just do this." So, we built up confidence and started to Hyderabad. Besides this, I am nervous that your Papa accompanied us. Surprisingly our fathers had good conversation and we left for the interview. It is a group interview of 5 members. We are 2 among the 5 sitting in the same panel. My fingers are crossed. We are 200percent sure that we will be in. Iam on the top of the world after seeing your name in the list of candidates who are qualified to the next round. But life is not a cakewalk, unfortunately we missed this turn. This is not the end. Every time we fall, life gives us second chance..

Let's think postive and hope for the best.

Pathfinder E9

College life....We started here together and now we are leaving the same way. It's time to say good bye. No matter how much we hate our college, we will all miss it when we leave. We never appreciate what we have until it is gone. We all left with the hope that it's not the end. We will just miss everyone untill we meet again. But in my case, I am gona miss your presence. Noticing me sad, you came to me, sat beside me, held my hand looking into my eyes. Tears stared rolling down my cheeks. I know it's hard to leave, but life must go on. No matter what life brings us, you are always in my heart. You started your GRE preparation and got a good score. After few days, I received a forward mail from you. I opened it and I am glad to see the admission letter from one of the reputed colleges in US. I am so happy that you finally made it. Kudos baby. That last meet, before you leave is still haunting. I have mixed feelings. I am happy. Iam sad. I am exited. Iam calm. Iam overthinking.I became emotional but physically smiling. I don't wana let you go, but I have to. I just wana hug you and say that I 'll be waiting. I didn't have tears in my eyes because it gives insecure feeling and demotivates you. Finally I gifted a ring and promised that I 'll be always there to make you smile whenever you feel alone.

All the best dear

Come soon..

Pathfinder E10

Every relationship has its ups and downs, it is not all rainbows and butterflies. One of the biggest problems in long distance relationship is time zone. This makes communication even more difficult. I constantly try to remember what time is it in Detroit and use my fingers to figure it out. I am a morning person and you are a night owl. So the early mornings became our best times. We became techies....Fortunately, we have got amazing technology which is cheap and convenient. In this world of smart phones, we have many apps to erase the distance. Where there is a long distance, there is a watsap.😁 So, Watspp, Facebook, Hike, Duo etc have become our daily routine. Many people wonder whether long distance relationship works??I can say that we viewed this as a learning journey in life. Love has no limits and it goes as far as you allow. We need to be open and honest to each other. I know it's very painful. I can't hold your hand, we can't eat together, I can't reach you when I feel lonely. These small things mean so much when you are miles apart. I will always recall our beautiful memories and smile back whenever I am sad.

Distance cannot separates our hearts.❤

Pathfinder E11

We are very happy and everything is going fine. But things don't always go as planned and that's life. Being a girl, my marriage became my family's top priority. They want me to accept the proposals. I know it's my life and my decision but, I didn't find a reason to reject. Now the only option left is to say them that I already have one.

We had a huge discussion on this and finally decided that we need to reveal our love before it gets even more complicated. We noted down the postives to be highlighted and ways to hide the negatives. We are prepared for the battle and fixed a date for our fight. I booked my tickets to Vizag and you need to convince you parents via video call.

I reached home. I thought i 'll explain my dad why I love you and ask him to meet you once. But I became weak. I didn't dare to speak up. He sat beside me and expecting me to say something. Our eyes met and there was silence again. I wasted all my time. Around 6 in the evening, my mom seems to be in a good mood. I thought i ll take the advantage of this moment. I gained all the courage and started.

Me : Mom...

Mom: Ha..

Me: I need to tell u something..

Mom: Ha baby tell me.

Me(Tensed)

Mom: Say...

Me: Hmm... I am in love with someone.

Mom: What...???What are you talking??

Me: Yes.. I am in love..

Mom(serious): I am not at all expecting this from you.. how dare you say this to me...

Me: Mom...pls...pls try to understand...I am here to explain..

Mom: But I don't need your explanations..

Me: Pls...Mom...just give me a chance..

Mom: We have hopes on you...how dare you do this??

Me(silent)

Mom: Did you say this to dad..???

Me: I have been trying since morning..but I couldn't dare.

Mom( started crying): Please don't say this to him. He can't bear it.

Me: Mom ....why are you crying now..??

Mom: Is he from our caste...???what is he doing now??

Me: No he is not... He is doing his MS in US.

Mom: This is not going to happen...u better leave..

Me: Try to understand maa...I can't expect my life with some other person...it's been 5years...Iam so much attached to him...I can't leave it..

Mom: 5years????

Me: Hmm..I love him..I will be very happy if he is around...and he is such a sweet heart..i can say we are not less than you and dad...

Mom: But I can't help you...what does our relatives and society say??? We are supposed to answer them...

Me: Are they really important than my happiness..???

Mom: No..but still...

Me: Maa..I 'll ask him to meet you once..take you decision after that..please..

Mom: Hmm...don't say this to your dad...I 'll slowly let him know...

Me: Hmmm....

She is not satisfied but the situation is better than what I expected. I know it takes time.

I am early waiting for the response from your parents. I grabbed my phone and I am very nervous. I stared texting you...

Me: Baby...Finally I told my mom...

You: same...I told my mom..

Me: What did she say??

You: What did she say???

Me: she is not satisfied...she is unhappy with our decision.

You: same..

Me: she talked about the name and fame..

You: same

Me: I am so stressed..hmmm...it's ok baby...it takes time...it is better than expected...We need to fight for years and years...

You: Hmm..

Me: What will we do now....

You: Let's be friends......

Unexpected....

I am no more alive after hearing this....

End of the story.....