Sad Girl

  "Sit down and cry."

  Open the bag of grief one by one.

  Show me your secret wounds

  How deep these days are.

  Oh girl, listen! "

   

 There is no one today to say no. Pisithakuma means Satyaki's father's cousin Hemangini Roychowdhury. At the age of only fourteen, her husband lost everything in her father-in-law's house and returned to her father Zamindar Krishnapratap Roychowdhury. Hemi was the darling daughter of the father. Even the six brothers and their wives could not control this little sister. On top of that, he studied in English school again. Bengali, English, Sanskrit, history, geography, science, all subjects were completely absorbed. So no one dared to say anything to him. Till the day before his death, he was afraid of tigers - cows used to drink water at a ghat.

When Amrapali married Satyaki and came to Roychowdhury's house, Pisithakumar was about eighty years old. Seeing his only granddaughter's face, he dropped his favourite Satlahari necklace on Amrapali's neck. The next day at noon, he talked a lot with his granddaughter. Amrapali gradually became very close to him. Pali used to spend a lot of time talking to Pisithakumar, reading Ramayana, cooking and feeding well, and singing Rabindra Sangeet. Oh yes! Needless to say, after the marriage, everyone in the in-laws' house called Amrapali "Pali". However, this "Pali" name was first called by Pisithakumai. Amrapali

 Upon hearing the name, he said, "Look, knife! I can't call it such a big name.

 Will do "- he laughed out loud. From then on he became Amrapali" Pali ". He heard about the writings of Taslima Nasrin from a modern granddaughter. He liked to hear some writings. Taslima Nasrin

 She had memorized a few lines of the poem "Sad Girl". Whenever he saw Pali's face or tear-soaked eyes, he would say the first few lines of the poem -

   

  "Sit down and cry."

  Open the bag one by one.

  Show me your secret wounds

  How deep these days are.

  Oh girl, listen! "

He would turn his hand on his head, hug his chest and caress his beloved granddaughter. Although Pali did not say anything, he could see that something had happened. In fact, Pali's only problem is that she has been married for almost three years but even today her arms are empty. Many doctors - Kabiraj showed up and everyone said - "Look Mrs Roychowdhury, all your reports are very

 Good. You have no problem in pregnancy but the problem is your husband Mr Roychowdhury. "And Satyaki himself has heard from the doctor that he still admits his inability to prove his manhood.

 Unhappy. Satyaki's father - Mao knows everything but all disabilities - incapacity Pali. In order to tarnish the masculinity of the boy in the eyes of society, Bauma Baja, Bauma's fault, Bauma's parents have deceived them by hiding everything. After being humiliated day after day, Amrapali became the goddess of endurance. Pisithakumar caresses to say peace all day long

 Love. However, Satyaki's parents did not say anything in front of the PC, everything they said was hidden.

 Satyaki's mother used to say to Pali, "Wait, Baja girl man, once let that old woman go to Ganga, then you will be taken care of". Hearing these threats, Amrapali used to approach him in fear. Pisithakumar used to call Thakur all the time and wished him a long life. Pisithakumar was always afraid that something would not happen! But do not say in words, "Time goes by the rules of time". One evening when Pisithakumar went to his house and saw Pali, Pitithakuma was looking at the door with a book of poems by Taslima Nasrin on her chest. As soon as Pali opened the door and entered, he said -

 "Sit down and cry."

  Open the bag one by one.

  Show me your secret wounds

  How deep these days are.

  Oh girl, listen!

 Match these a little outside

 Your grief is soaking wet.

 The quality of air is excellent

 Some grief blows itself away.

 What a multiplier!

 Day!

 The day will come! Poor girl!

 Give this life a dry, damp life

 On the back of the sun, a flood of light

 Look, the forest is dancing.

 Happy deer with.

 Smile, girl,

 Give yourself two eyes, love yourself. "

Tears are flowing from the corners of his eyes, he raised his hands and hugged Pali in the middle of his chest and then said, "I am a sad girl like you to Ray! You're the only one in my family who is empty, but you are the only one in my family. You're good, Ray Knife! You do not grieve. I will be your daughter in this life or in another life. "- He suddenly fell silent while saying this. Pali realized that her favourite Pisithakuma was no more. Realizing that he had left them all, Amrapali shouted and cried. At the sound of Pali's cries, everyone rushed to the house of Hemangini Devi.

Shraddha Shanti is performed according to the rules and folklore of Pisithakuma Hemangini Devi of Pali. Pali was left alone among ten or twelve people in such a big Roy Chowdhury house. He spends the whole day thinking about Pisithakumar, taking his belongings. About a couple of months after Pisithakumar's death, unspeakable torture began on Pali. Satyaki's parents say "Listen Pali, it is your responsibility to protect our family. We will not bring any Dook children into this house. My son is disabled, you are not disabled anymore! Do something. Satyaki's close friend Jayant, you are his semen Show us the face of our descendants in the womb. We will make all arrangements, no one will notice anything. You will only go out with Satyaki for a few days but you will have intercourse with Jayantar. " At the same time, they protested in the interest of maintaining chastity. Crying to Satyaki, even falling on his feet was of no avail. In the case of the king or zamindar family, this rule was introduced in the past but now it is impossible for a modernist to accept it. Crying a lot, falling on her feet, begging but seeing no benefit, Amrapali rushed to the room and closed the door from inside. Then Pisithakumar grabbed the picture in his chest and broke down in tears. He couldn't believe his ears. If they don't accept all those bad offers, they will force him to accept. Suddenly he sees Pisithakuma extending his arms towards him and saying -

  "Sit down and cry."

  Open the bag one by one.

  Show me your secret wounds

  How deep these days are.

  Oh girl, listen! "

 As if Pali was going into a trance, Pisithakumar kept his head on his chest with both hands and closed his eyes. Absolute peace in his chest, this time he is very calm. Pisithakuma will not allow this injustice - injustice in any way. So Pali fell asleep with her eyes closed on Pisithakumar's chest. "

 The next morning, Satyaki knocks on the door and says, "Pali has never been to her bedroom all night. The goal is long gone. Please agree to our offer only once. We will never ask you for anything in the future. Only once. Bring our descendants, Sona, according to the offer. ”After much pushing and shoving, Pali did not open the door, and Satyaki and two other servants of the house broke down the door and entered the house. Pisithakumar is lying on the bed with the frozen body of Amrapali, the veins cut from the wrists. The whole bed is covered in blood. Scattered pieces of broken glass are scattered on the floor of the house.