Switch On The TV AT 8

Once I switched on the Tv @ 8 he was reading the News and I thought he was Alive even though the world would say he is Dead, but for me this Handsome News Reader was my only Hope to state that he was my DAD! For years I would cry on New Year's Day and then I was counseled by one of the famous Neuro Surgeon who would give me tablets where, when taken I would feel sleepy and miss the timings ofw the news and it doesn't effect my brain and after sometime I overcame my Dad's death but I still have a drawback of his death. I can't face Dead Bodies or the Hearse van as the family members kept away from this