The Unfortunate Fate

This beauty ahead of me is inviting me to dive deeper into it. All the trauma and pain has brought me to this place, my comfort zone, the most fearful sea of the country. It has been said that this sea has always been a bad luck to the places surrounding it due to constant flooding, high tides, causing many deaths and even ruining the farmland. The sea is so alike to me. Hi, I am Aisha. People judge really easily. My family didn't even trust me, my best friend and the love of my life left me all alone, I am like the sea who is considered as the bad penny. (tears rolling down from her eyes at this point) Was it my fault that after my birth both my parents separated, my dad went through a huge business loss and that my older brother faced an unfortunate fate and I was present there. This is my escape, the little hut I have made to spend my days. I am as lonely as a moonlight though still shining so bright. 

My peaceful sleep was disturbed by the continuous lightning and heavy rains. This was bringing back my painful memories of the night when I had lost my brother in the same scenario. It was the same date and the moon was shining brightly in the sky me and my brother were roaming on the same beach sharing our pleasant moments when the sky started to cry so hard and the sea went crazy it slowly started taking me and my brother in it’s grasp somehow I managed to live but my brother‘s life had been taken away. When I came to my senses I was already surrounded by the four walls of water but, I felt it wasn’t grasping me but helping me.

For many years I felt that I was just like the Black Sea, always considered bad luck, most of the time crying in agony and even in anger. It somehow felt that I was the sea. The hatred towards my brother was the same. Can it be that I am the sea?