To The Future Man - An Old Soul

I don't know how to start it. Maybe I am not sure of what I am writing too.

This is for you solely! Make it a bookmark and store it in your old dusty library. If someday you feel like leaving me, you feel like you are done with me just open this and read because I already told you that this is solely for you.

You never know how much I have waited for you. You never know how my feelings grew along with me day by day. You never knew how many times I have felt lonely waiting for you. You never know how many pressures I have faced just waiting for you. You never knew that!

I have never proposed to anyone. I have never accepted anyone. You know why? Hmm, are you asking me? Is it any question to ask. You bloody! I have been waiting for you. Solely for you.

I know I go out of mood many a time. I know I am a very boring person. I know I have nothing special to attract you. I know I don't speak of very interesting things all the time. I know my thoughts waver so much. I know I am a total mess. I know I am an old soul. 

But, darling! I promise you that you will be the only one. Only love of my life, to the future man, your old soul!