Who Am I?

Dear Diary,

Who am I? Am I this schoolgirl, who loves school more than her home. Or the girl who thinks that everybody is better than her.

I don't know what has become of me in these last few days, it's like I have become this super-genius who has started thinking about serious things like career, I know such a scary word right! Speaking of careers, I felt that I should know the answer when someone asks me the question, 'who do you want to become when you grow up'? I think teaching would rather suit me. Like whenever I think about any other careers like lawyer or doctor, don't get me wrong, but I just don't think they are made for me, you know.

The weird part is that I am unsure of being a teacher, but I am completely sure about the reason why I want to be a teacher. It's just that, maybe the way I wanted my teachers to teach me; I am not satisfied with it, and thus I want to teach to my happiness. I want to be the cool teacher, you know, the one who everyone looks up to like a friend. I don't want the students to call me Ma'am or Miss, I don't think that someone gets respect from anyone, especially students by calling them by a special name, I just want them to like me and trust me, you know.

Well, I have a lot to think about, ill talk to you later.

Your friend,

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