Thoughts Left Behind

Thoughts of you slowly creep

And interrupts my peaceful mind.

Makes it go wild, like a whirlpool it swirls.

Takes away my tranquility,

Fills me with anguish and distress.

The agony of your betrayal plays

A deceitful game; rules of which were not conveyed, with my love for you.

Still can't suppress the lingering feelings,

Embedded in my soul.

Your touch which got engraved on my body,

The aroma of your presence and

The subtle laughter of yours still remains.

Every minuscule thing which surpasses makes me reminisce of you.

I just like a musk deer"kasturi" gets perplexed and wander aimlessly.

Was it an illusion like a mirage?

Was it a dream,

I am bewildered.

You left me shattered in pieces and now I repent on giving my power to you.

I regret being so vulnerable.

I seem like a puppet with strings in your hand, dancing and still enjoying it..

But wait, not more.

I know my strengths

Slowly and steadily time will heal my scars.

Your memories will no longer haunt me.

I will collect my pieces and build a better and stronger me.

It's a challenge to myself

I will emerge as a warrior.

With the help of my saviour.