Beautiful Pain

You know how hard it pains

But I won't show you again

Damn, do you know how hard it hurts!

But baby, I'm sure not gonna revert

Went on trying everything I could

Did everything I should

Smashed bottles, broke plates

And they said honey leave it "it's not too late"

I was calm innocent

Trust me din't wanted to reveal the pain

They forced me, roast me

Backed upon me when I felt insane

Now its been a year

They say the scars smear

Things would get alright

Still, I don't trust the might

X-rays, salines, injections, and syringes

Tablets, marine, glucose, and binges

This red light haunts

Still the world's taunts

They don't understand how it feels

Voices of the doctor solemnly Beals

After all the quakes, she survived

I trusted myself, not the world tried...

And it is a beautiful kind of pain...