A "Good" Bye

I saw you listening to ed

So I thought I shouldn't let it end

Everybody was busy in themselves

So at the moment, I took the first step.

I don't do it usually

But I did because I was lonely

I never let them know too much

I don't share my emotions.

It was more of a charm

And Half of our hearts

You were so sweet

I didn't regret to start.

You were beside

So I kept the phone aside

They might call me vulnerable

But it was so beautiful.

So no matter what 

I am not ready for love

( Ready for love)

They say baby what about me

What about us?

( What about us? )

But talking to you 

I get to realize they aren't even the option.

I think, what they'll get from me?

I am so dark

I am so numb

I am so lost

But to you, I let down my SOUL's defence

And Mute my heart's offense.

Talked to you like 5-7 miles

Was it in you or in me?

I never get into smooth talks

And never knew such a pure smile.

But then the destination arrived

And we had different journeys

I said " goodbye "

And the first time there was " good" in bye.

Captured that kid like a laugh

And a man like voice

Choosing me over love

Was all my choice.

And while leaving you

I didn't look behind

Because I don't let people know too much

I am good at hiding emotions.