Trust

I had lost myself so deep

In the ocean of darkness,

That now I fear nothing

Other than trusting people,

It's so hard to let go of things that hurt,

Things that were so close to the heart,

Yet failed to recognize its genuinity at first,

I feel helpless sometimes

Which drives me deeper

Into the darkness,

I seek out for light

But still hesitate

To face its brightness,

An angel came down my way to see me,

To see how was I,

To see how was I dealing with it,

She spread her arm out and

Asks me to trust her ways,

Trust her route to happiness,

Assuring me that there are better days,

But why is it

That my heart still questions me?

Asking me how long can I trust her?

What if it is all the same?

She smiles like she knew I was hesitant,

She knew I wasn't feeling

Ready to move away,

But she still insists me to believe her,

Tells me that all the hard work will pay,

But the questions still remains

How long will I be able to keep the happiness she promises?

Will all the efforts be enough to keep me sane?

Will I be able to trust her completely?

Or is it just an illusion in my mind that's keeping content

That thing will not remain the same?