Mothers Lullaby

it was just another day we had fought a couple of days before 

I wouldn’t even know unless my dad had told me that you phoned 

I was still so pissed off that I didn’t wanna talk to you 

But now I wished I called it’s all my fault I lost my shot with you 

Something didn’t sit with me something said to check on you 

I walked up in the driveway checked the window to the living room 

Saw you laying there like you were sleeping every other time 

I entered the trailer slowly crept up then I saw your eyes 

I was in denial started running to my dads 

Hit his place and I collapsed started screaming that you had passed 

You said I'll always love you you’re my boy and don’t forget that 

 I never said it back cuz I was mad and I regret that 

I’ll never get that chance back to tell you that I love you mom 

Every day I think about that time you called and start to bawl 

What if you were holding on just to hear my voice again

I’m sorry that I couldn’t say goodbye so till we meet again