Die A Thousand Deaths

I die a thousand deaths when I think about you,

Starting from the hundreds of memories to,

Rolling down to million of emotions,

And then stopping at the core of my dark brain

I die a thousand times when I hear about you.

I heard some rumors,

One was "you got married"

Another was "not to the one you left me for"

My heart skipped a beat,

But then what could I have done, you are still its emperor.

I die a thousand deaths when I contemplate about you,

It's like it was just yesterday,

You were holding my hand and we were happy,

Now I don't even know where are you,

And I am writing this, even though I don't want to,

For fuck' sake why can't I forget about you.