Do you even know me?

Will you believe me if I will say

I m scared every day

I m in tears, torn and worn 

The heart wants a shoulder but the brain wants to be alone 

I lock myself around the walls 

And I never pickup anyone's calls 

A nasty personality like mine  

Dead inside but saying fine  

A little magic of the lips that lies

And the spark of my manipulative eyes 

My gaze is like an evil flower, 

blooming in riotous profusion

I have spent hours in the shower 

Where the ice-cold water clears my vision 

River of time waits for none 

I know everyone but have no one 

There're snowstorms all around 

Black ice all over my ground 

There is no blood but many wound 

I screech loud but there's no sound 

My heart is like an eternal rose,

However, none are allowed to come close. 

People will leave when they find someone better, 

Even when they know, your heart will be shattered.