Feels Like Burden

I try, I try, I try to not be a burden,

But I keep making things worsen,

Maybe It's just in my head,

That I feel everyone wants me dead,

Or maybe it's me who want myself to end.

I only focus on my mistakes,

Which makes my heartache.

I got this anxiety,

Everyone's watching,

And People think of me as fake.

I drown in the pool of jealousy,

And I torture myself endlessly.

It's getting harder to pretend,

It's getting harder to hold these tears,

 it's getting harder to not care.

 

I hope no one goes through this pain,

it will make you insane,

But who am I to say,

Cause it's the phase every human has to face.