Going Crazy

Some silent words are never spoken,

Deep down I feel I am broken.

Hard to say what exactly is happening to me,

Life is not the way I see.

Hard to breathe as it's suffocating,

Nothing in the world seems fascinating.

Sleep is far away from my eyes,

The body looks calm but the soul cries.

Don't know why but started to hate everybody

Without any reason,

Time is changing but for me, it's just the

Autumn season.

Things repeat in mind which question

My survival,

Now I am my own rival.

"To quit" is now in my list,

Sometimes I wonder, will it matter if I won't exist.

World is fast n I am slow,

Let's see how far I can go.

Listening to slow music heels me for some time,

To be free from this harsh world is not a crime.

Mind n heart is running on a different track,

Don't know whether I am right or I am crack.

Has a lot of work yet to complete,

Fighting alone, to whom should I beat.

Wasting time by thinking all n all again,

Need someone to pull me out of this pain.

What looks normal to people is not acceptable 

For me,

Someone, please lock me and lose the key.

I am not bothered of my surroundings,

Well, what to say about my founding.

Shiny day looks dusty,

To myself I am not trusty.

I am afraid is it some kind of disorder,

Going crazy n now at its border.

Can write the whole day with the same tone,

It's not far that I will be gone ... !!