Happily Ever Afters

My heart has felt empty all these years.

My eyes desperately searching for a partner.

My hands trying out different hands to find the one worth holding.

But it all changed now because the guys in my world, 

Weren't worth this much pain and love.

Because maybe no guy had the ability to love me the way Edward loved Bella.

Maybe because no boy whom I know could have given me my happily ever after.

Or

Maybe because I know now that happily ever after doesn't exist.