I just want to be...

I just want to be amongst 

these sheets of papers

lying on this inpenetrable desk,

lost between the meanings of words

that lie here in lost time!

I just want to be unaware of time,

just wish it waters down in vain,

no desires to be complete,

no days to make me bleed!

I just want to be nothing,

wish could feel nothing,

like inanimate things around,

with no words hence no meanings,

hence no misunderstanding,no misdeeds!