Ambivalent Valley...

Steps feel a little shy today with overcast.

Meanings have left me bereft of words.

I make little hesitations to uncover my fears,

But fears step out all at once.

I assert that I am happy,

But happiness is not happy today.

Slowly I merge my ambivalent feelings,

Little caring what will they make.

Just wish I could then put them back,

Let them just be & I take bolder steps...

...towards my ambition that is stretching its arms

To hold me & take me with him.

I crave for my safety but its time to let it go,

Come out of my ambivalent valley,

And grab that sky that belongs to me!