I sat by the beach ....

I sat by the beach and wept 

Till my eyes gave up all saltiness in to the ocean

Each wave came by I told my story, my song of life 

I let the memory line collapse and as written in sand every single thoughts 

We're washed away 

Every deeds confessed to the hands of winds left me in to wide blue sky above 

I lay down with a bare nude soul under sun, Ray's pouring in to my being as solace 

Life is a stage and the drama is done 

No more performers no more acts

My heart is empty sheet 

Me and my solitude conversed

With in deep every moment ending in tranquility 

When sea is full of fishes 

Or if it a seasons festivity 

There are vendors, lovers and a human mob 

But when it deserted and lonely!

Souls come to lament and none else!

Where they my friends who took up the first stone over me they know not what happened

it is all just history now.

It did never matter as it is always the closest that stabs from behind bad .

I sat by the beach and wept for 

I am going to take a turn my own 

Of all the bitterness I drank my friend 

It was the poison you fed that failed me!

But I am a survivor, a lone wolf 

A lioness who fights her battle till end 

Until the last breath departs 

I won't go on my knees Oh world!!!

I sat by the beach and wept 

But for a treacherous scandal 

I had to succumb a lifetimes fame just earned

Blasphemous pit it was, I fell in so easily 

To carry the cross was what I paid .

I sat by the beach and wept 

Each wave just soothed away .....

The heaviness that loomed

I walked in to the life's path way

Rough, humming my soliloquy....

I am a solo traveler, a gypsy out in this world