Pain!

Pain

You have taught me to smile let go and learn from my lesson

Right at the middle of my heart it bears like a cross where I lay my soul in liaison

With cosmic soul 

You purify my spirit and less light is my wings I have paid its price 

Treason of near and dear becomes

Reason to choose the near and dear 

Back stabs always taught to love but never trust own shadow in this circus of today.

Bills becomes watch words and people never matter yet to care and be kind you 

rendered a reckless solo traveler in light.

Tears gushing through the eyes moisten

the breath a lot to live is give and what is got is worth gratitude you suggest 

Oh pain...

You are my teacher, my mentor in these darkest days and I just creep and crawl to hold high yet you keep me up never giving up.

Hard was to lose all I had, hard was to gain again and lose and then never to possess but provide the path and to walk away in pain .... was hard 

Yet it seems....in the long run of being me 

Your daggers shaped and sculpted the truth and honesty.

Wounds bleeding serenity 

Ways yielding stability

Pain ...you my divine potion

I die to live and live to die 

I become an immortal ray of hope and faith.