In Search Of Life

I came so close to death when I think about it,

It scares me where I have ended up

I came so close to death I was going on such journeys

That did not even have a destination what I did all my life

Nothing came out of it in search for just one happiness

How much sadness tortured me when I think about it,

It scares me where I have ended up consider

How I had no options that I even did that which

I ought not to have done when I looked back at myself

A little my state scared me when I thought of what I had become

I was embarrassed through my own eyes when I think about it,

It scares me where I have ended up I came so close to death