Lost

Lost in this nightmare

called my life...

No matter what there's

always anxiety and pain 

Always find myself

wishing I was dead,

these demons constantly screaming inside my head.

Another day I dread...

Wanna medicate so I can get out of my head.

Trying so hard not to fall apart,

had nothing but a hard life from the very start .

Letting go is all I ever held on to.

Broken and bruised with nothing left to loose, what's a girl to do?

All this pain I keep going through no matter how right I try to do.