My Dear Self

My dear self,

Sorry I never thought of you

I always put them first and tried

Making them happy.

I never thought of making you happy

Or putting you first and 

Making your worth dependent on 

How they saw you.

For listening their words,

And hurting you.

For giving and making their words

More important than your's.

For believing them when they 

Said that something was wrong with you.

For listening all stuffs about you

And stood quite when they questioned you.

Forgive me for loving them

More than loving you.

Forgive me for not loving you.