Not so sweet-Sweetheart

My heart bleeds my soul away....

As I drift away from myself,

No more am I a fairy.

No more is there a dreamland.

My wings of kindness are torn to shreds.

No more will I give you the fun,

To laugh and watch, my innocent self.

My phone keeps notifying the message;

Of your abandonment and betrayal.

As I shed tears of sadness,

And repeated shrieks of maddening laughter,

Uncovering your thankful perfidious self.

I write an expression, for you my dear.

With the bloody ink of my somber heart,

I'll leave this world but not with scars.

I will find a way;

Now, as I take you away,

From everyone as my dearest prisoner.

You'll remain handcuffed,

With my brutality and your misery. 

So take every cut, bruise and burn,

Like a kiss in the morning's sun.

As the tables have turned- 

To make us live together. 

In our rampart of blood and sins, sweetheart.