Null & Boiled

When I 

Found it , 

The loved ones left 

Or abandoned me 

Null and void, 

Can't get over it! 

It's a void even memories can't erase. 

Emptiness. 

Numb. 

Detached. 

It's beautiful, exhausting & terrifying though.

"I'm not a virus", I shouted and pined in pain. 

Words never suffice the pain you put me through 

For I have to carry those memories till I die, 

For those lanes even if I walk by remind of your presence

2011 is not the nightmarish year, 

Your existence is.