One Last Time

Was I the only one alone on New Year's eve?

Seated in the back corner, left with some work.

No family or friends to celebrate with.

Am I cursed? Please dear god, just let me know!

Thinking about it a lot, just going through my dairy,

Nothing like how my old New Year's eve was.

Just missing something, again, what was that?

I knew the answer, perfect in my heart,

But I just couldn’t bring myself to accept it.

I’m missing you, your presence in my life.

I’m missing that big warm smile of yours that can melt me.

I know you can never return to me 

But I still wish that you would, like you used to back then.

But all are just my assumptions

To ease the pain of losing you.

Just hoping, if I was able to see you,

Just one last time before I go.